I Hate EB!!!

I hate EB!!!  I hate being diabled and not able to work.  My son's birthday is sunday and have no idea how i am gonna get him a present.  after the bills were paid this month we have 13.00 to last us until the 1st of next month.  why does he have to suffer because i can't work.  to top it all off, my big freezer went out and we lost all the food in there and don't have the money to replace it.  the on;y help we get is medical and wic because we make too much.  i can get a part time job and it won't interfere with my disability but it will interfere with my eb.  i have been so stressed because of all this i have been getting blisters again.  they are slower and slower to heal.  my feet have been good just not the rest of my body.